GORDON

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 { 11:57 PM }

your reply is in a mess at this moment in time, i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain, the sweetness is scattered. a mysterious tugging of my emotions i'm still loving you. but you continued singing pretending that nothing has happened. time has passed and left, love is faced with a choice. you've become cold and i've cried the unhappiness you felt when you left, you just wrote them down on a card. sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful. what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on? i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted. being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it. those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them. you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on? i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted. only that musical box of memories still continue to turn, how can it be stopped?

Saturday, October 25, 2008 { 8:43 AM }

Alone in the darkness, I found out the meaning of your tears
I stepped out toward the place I wished for, but I don't want to hurt anyone
Today, the wind that crosses the ocean will blow straight toward tomorrow again
But why can't my heart start moving?
I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light
Tears of blue sky, still falling
Someday it will change into a smile
The wind that I chase after at a fast pace slips through between my fingers
I'm still afraid to trust, but I will no longer linger
The moon softly taps my shoulder, the water's surface shows the path of the moon
It makes me forget that I was confused
Even if there is nothing waiting for me tomorrow
I still have hands that can make something
I can even change the fated path
Now I build up my strong feelings
Tears of blue sky, overflowing
The sky will be clear tomorrow
I should be able to step toward the path I've looked up to
I can go anywhere, as long as I don't lose myself
I wonder that fate awaits me
I don't want to regret having been born
There is courage within sadness
I believe that I can find the light
Tears of blue sky, still falling
Someday it will change into a smile

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 { 7:51 AM }

Today morning wake up liaos go down meet marcus go play basketball then awhile le went hougang point buy drinks and then hao le went to slack at batminton court le then went to marcuse house lols was talking then he watch bleach then i go down play basketball then went home bath use com pei mum go ave8 eat le then went hougang point buy things went home use com then meet chris his gf and bryan downstair then play basketball le went to hougang point with chris and his gf then went slack at void deck then play basketball le then go home bath le then eat and use com thats all for today bb all takecares x)

Sunday, October 19, 2008 { 7:08 AM }

Today morning wake up liaos watch tv then use com then eat mac le then use com again then sleep awhile wake up watch tv then went hougang point buy things then went home eat dinner use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

Saturday, October 18, 2008 { 9:17 PM }

Well long time since i post hahas today morning woke up already use com then eat maggie cose mum and sis go out i dont want go hahas use com till 3 plus chris sms me ask me go basketball court so just nice off com le mum reach home then i eat thing le go down Bryan , joyson , chris and his girlfriend at downstairs le hahas so they play match me and joyson go hougang point buy water then go back basketball court le was talking bout jay chou then chris gf send me jay chou new album the song cool lols quit nice those song then send finish le play match hahas then after that slack awhile at ball court then play match again hahas then was talking about anime things with chris hahas then chris send his gf home then i go home take money then on they way home at house down stairs saw adeline was kind of suprise cose all this while i saw her many time on the lift just i forgot is her hahas then went point buy food with bryan go eat then slack went home use com hahas thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

Thursday, October 9, 2008 { 8:41 AM }

Today morning wake up le use com le pei mum go hougang ave8 eat then went home take batminton racket meet freddie go play batminton then went sengkang play batminton le come back hougang meet bryan play basketball then kevin come after that play till half kevin went off first then me and bryan go hougang point mac buy drinks then slack there then i buy the waffle not nice los lols then eat ler went home bath then eat dinner then use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

{ 8:29 AM }

Wednesday , october 8 , 2008
Today morning wake up bath liaos go bus stop take bus to school for eoa exam do le was ok los hahas those last time dont know the i read propely then know how to do hahas after exam all was very happy because is last paper then walk to bus stop with gabriel jensen shaun tan then waited for roger then walk till gabriel house there then me and roger go hougang ave 8 to have mac for breakfirst then eat hao le go home then use com le pei mum go serangoon eat le then went meet roger then roger come my house play cs then went down for basketball with roger bryan and kevin then play le rain go hougang point mac slack le then go play basketball again then play match till 7 pm plus rain again then went home bath already eat dinner use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

Saturday, October 4, 2008 { 7:31 AM }

Today morning wake up le go jie the office for briefing then went home le sleep then wake up use com pei mum go hougang point eat then meet freddie study no mode study cpa hahas then we chated about things time flies 7 plus pei freddie walk til hougang ave8 with freddie then awhile i walk home le reach home bath eat dinner le use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

Friday, October 3, 2008 { 8:57 AM }

Today morning wake up liaos bath then go school then math paper 2 do le ok lors hahas then after school went ave 8 eat with roger then go home use com after that go down play basketball with kevin and chenngkang then went home but forget bring key so meet roger slack till 9 plus then go home hahas then eat le now use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 { 7:24 AM }

Today morning wake up liaos study math awhile then go ave 8 eat with mum and sis then buy thing le sis fetch us to hougang point then buy things le reach home i use com le then meet freddie at hougang point at mac to study then study till 7 plus tony come and freddie went off then me and tony go hougang plaza find eric as erics birthday is at tomorow so they having sushi with classmates then i went off first then go hougang point le then went home bath then eat dinner then now use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)

{ 7:10 AM }

Tuesday , september 30 , 2008
Today morning wake up le go school then meet weifeng le at canteen talk with weifeng and jieling then weifeng go home i and freddie and jason chan at libary outside study awhile then talk hahas then after school went green eat long john silver with roger bryan roy then went home sleep then wake up get ready for tution then at tution math i was studying and trying to remember alot of math things and keep doing well i must have more confidence in the pass when i see math paper i will want to sleep but this time after tution and self studying and encouragement of friends i finaly have more confidence in math then tution finish le is last lesson because this friday Nlevel math paper 2 le then today last lesson lors after that me and mryong walk to cake shop toghether as he is taking cake that he orderd to bring back to his university i ask him why always you buy cake when pepole birthday he tell me because when i say go teach tution they will ask him buy cake as usual buy peanut waffle then mr yong go off first then i sms he thanks for helping my mahts then i walk home then eat dinner bath then use com thats all for today bas bb all takecares x)